It's just that I didn't understand the question and wasn't able to articulate and communicate well. That's when it clicked me, that I have done stuff and I know things. And now today in an interview, I was asked a question and the interviewer said, "I am looking for a specific details like xyz for why you should be a Sr PM". That feedback really helped me understand what was going wrong. Remember, Booking feedback? They sent me another official rejection with additional feedback. Why didn't you believe me when I said it? I kept repeating that I am the dumbest person I know. Since the 3rd day, I have been telling y'all but none of you listened to me.
The fun thing is that he looks like a typical gopnik, with adidas suits and stuff. He's like that grandpa from a meme, he got Alzheimers, but because of it he forgot that he had Alzheimers, and now remembers everything.
Science says it can't be done! You can't only know Haskell and be a relevant software engineer! You know what, he didn't _know_ it was impossible. He doesn't act pretentiously and stuff, he's just a normal person who rarely even mentions that he can program. He never got burned out, he never got anxiety or depression. He doesn't have any problems in life whatsoever. He IS RELEVANT (!!!!!!), his apps always run without bugs (because in Haskell you can mathematically prove that there are no bugs), they are performant, faster than C (because you can't write a complex enough app in C that will be as efficient as compiled Haskell, because it's you vs compiler). He told me that his life is a pure heaven. He writes backend AND frontend in Haskell and uses some kind of JRPC stuff to manage all that. Today, apart from Haskell, he only really knows HTML and CSS, and maybe some JavaScript. He started learning it because his parents got him into a math school (and math schools in Russia use either Python or Haskell), he liked it, but later he dropped out. I know a guy who writes everything in Haskell.